愛與夢飛行

2014年1月7日

2017年8月5日

歲月肆意侵蝕了你的理智
我在遠處
衹能任恐懼填滿生活和夢

沉痛
啊沉痛著
——緘默的文字對於我
就是最好的傾訴了

痛定思痛
我會更努力
不讓那些超出我們掌控的事
掌控自己

常常在想：
這樣的你是否更快樂？

無論將要發生什麽事
不管身在何處
我會努力做好自己
才能長成那棵無論風雨多大都可以擁護你的大樹

這一輩子，
幸運的話，
我也許會遇見你，
也許不會。

我想這一刻，
我們都能用心發現、
感受生活裡人事物的美。

不相遇，也是一種美吧。

最近發生了很多事
壓力得不知道應該對誰說
該從哪裡說起

儘管都知道世事無常
但當你身在其中
並且背上了一定的責任
為此預想了最壞的結果
甚至開始質疑自己的決定正確與否
多此總總壓力，不也是於事無補嗎？

能不能停一停想想
你會不會陷入了思緒的盲點
而暫時看不到事情的另一面？

請記得，要給自己透氣的空間
環境可以很糟，也許一時改善不了
沒關係，我們還有時間
再難，也要嘗試放鬆心情
不讓心靈也糟得一塌糊塗

當連對自己說聲“加油”
彷彿是一種壓迫的時候
那就不用說吧
不要勉強

你需要的是靜下心
深呼吸、再深呼吸
文字帶給你片刻安逸
提醒你
你不一定要自願被問題困綁

My little uni companion - Shaun the Sheep! He knows my struggles, those self-doubtful moments, which then eventually became feeling grateful and determined. It took me four years to be who I am now, and time is still doing the changes.

Blues. Like the calmness it gives me. I always come here for morning walk / jog.

My favourite spot to 放空 and wander in thoughts when I was almost stressed-out by myself.  At times, you may find many bangaus would spread its wings and glide across the lake. Had my last morning walk here before leaving the campus. The weather was good that day. I will definitely miss this place (obviously I am missing it now T.T).

It's been a long while since I wrote my last post.
I guess when you are not doing something that often, you'll find it difficult to catch up after some while.
And soon when I start my first job, those old good days may be forgotten.
I hope I am able to write it down, and revisit these memories other times.