愛與夢飛行

My little uni companion - Shaun the Sheep! He knows my struggles, those self-doubtful moments, which then eventually became feeling grateful and determined. It took me four years to be who I am now, and time is still doing the changes.

Blues. Like the calmness it gives me. I always come here for morning walk / jog.

My favourite spot to 放空 and wander in thoughts when I was almost stressed-out by myself.  At times, you may find many bangaus would spread its wings and glide across the lake. Had my last morning walk here before leaving the campus. The weather was good that day. I will definitely miss this place (obviously I am missing it now T.T).

It's been a long while since I wrote my last post.
I guess when you are not doing something that often, you'll find it difficult to catch up after some while.
And soon when I start my first job, those old good days may be forgotten.
I hope I am able to write it down, and revisit these memories other times.

比揪心還甚的痛。
疼痛有時，
何時方止？

4月17日。宿舍的夜空，漏了數不盡的小洞，微光閃爍。

我沒有後悔，把那幾天的假期，回去看望年邁的您。
躺在米白色病床上，不再是陌生人們的臉。
而是慈祥的您。

愿您身體强壯起來，健康，無痛苦。

看看這片星空，想想被放在了心里的人們。

遲交的論文，得更努力了。

最後一個學期，過了一半。

從剛入學的鬱鬱寡歡，到現在的不捨，
這快四年的時光、友誼、經歷、體會，
會是我難忘的大學生涯。

住了近两年的地方
习惯了抬头就有变幻多端的天空

我也有脾氣失控的時候
被粗糙的現實緊箍過而留下的印它
淡化了，卻還時不時會隱隱作痛啊——

我還在努力
做好我可以做的

還是我不夠努力？
所以沒有能汲取生活上的養分
堅强起來，少一點感觸
把人家的事都放在心上
學不會責任要適時分擔

莫忘初衷。
到底，初衷爲何。
讓我執著要與現實對立。

不真的倒下，我不放棄。